I wish you were here to see me turn 40. Broke my heart that I didn’t get a call from you to wish me happy birthday. Just wish I could hear your voice one last time or give you a kiss or cuddle. I hope you was looking down on me and see what I got up to on my birthday. Maj and Kay throw me a birthday bbq on holiday. Me and Kay did the sling shot. Which you would have been laughing at me cause I screamed so much. Miss you Nan. Hope heaven is treating you good. Raheem always asks what grandma doing in heaven is she happy. Does she have shops lol. Love you xx