Nanna today hasn't been a good day. I have been thinking about u alot today. Im really missing you. Got raheems first school picture and really wanted to show u but i cant. U would be so proud of him. Hes doing so well at school. It's been 5 long months without and it's not getting any easier. The pain is still the same and my heart aches the same. Why did u have to leave us. Life's so unfair. Today gramps sent me a picture and ur plaque is finally up. I hope u r looking down on us. Love u forever nanna. Xxx